HELLO THERE I WAQS LOOKING ON THE INTERNET FOR HELP TRYING TO FIND WORK.. I AM A 33 YR OLD WOMAN HOW IS TRYING TO KEEP MY FAMILY 'S HEAD ABOVE WATER. IN THIS DAY AND AGE IT IS HARD TRYING TO ASK FOR HELP.. YOU SEE I JUST RECENTLY LOST MY JOB WAS NEVER WROTE UP NEVER MISSED ALWAYS WORKED FOR ANYONE THAT WANTED OFF EVEN ON MY DAYS OFF. I WOULD BE CALLED IN. THIS CAUSED PROBLEMS FOR ME AND MY HUSBAND HIS IS DISABLED AND HE HAS SOME SERIOUS HEALTH PROBLEMS .SO LOOSING THIS JOB IS HURTING US SPECIAL DURING THE CHRISTMAS HOLIDAYS..hE GETS SO DEPRESSED AND I WORRY ABOUT HIM THE BILLS ..EVERYTHING IS ON MY SHOULDERS . I WORRY ABOUT HIM WHEN THIS HAPPENED HE SWAID HE DOES'NT KNOW WHAT TO DO . HE IS A MAN WITH A BUG HEART AND SINCE WE HAVE BEEN MARRIED WE HAVE HAD IT HARD ..BUT THAT HAS NEVER STOPPED ME FROM HELPING ANYONE ..i WOULD GIVE GROCERIES TO THE NEIGHBORS WHEN THEY NEED HELP STOPPED AND HELPED PEOPLE ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD
BUT I HAVE FAITH THAT THE LORD WILL HELP US BUT I FEEL LIKE THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN ON US.. I WAS IN EMPLOYED IN THE MOTEL INDUSTRY I LEARN FAST WORKED EVERY SHIFT EVEN PULLED DOUBLES WITH IN SIX HOURS OF STARTING THE NEXT SDHIFT..I DID WHAT MY MANGER TOLD ME TO DO ..YOU SEE I WAS A TENDING A CHURCH WITH MY MANGER IT IS THE SAME CHURCH THAT ME AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE GOT MARRIED AT..ONE OF THE MEMBERS NEED TO MAKE A RESERVATION FOR ONE OF HER FAMILY MEMBERS FROM OUT OF STATE..MY MANGER TOLD MEW TO MAKE THE RESERVATION SO I DID..SHE GAVE ME THE MONEY FOR THE RESERVATION.AND I HAD THE RECEIPT SHE TOLD ME TO HOLD ON TO IT.SO I DID..I PUT ON THE REGISTRATION FOLIO..IF THERE WAS ANY PROBLEM I WOULD TAKE CARE OF IT..WHAT EVER THE COST..THE LADY AFTER HER FAMILY LEFT TOLD MY MANGER THAT SHE GAVE ME MORE MONEY THAN SHE DID..BUT THEY SEEMED TO FORGET THAT I HADS THE RECEIPT..BUT MY MANGERS BOSS DIDN'T WANT TO HEAR THAT HE SAID I WAS FIRED ..NEVER HAD BEEN WROTE UP NEVER MISSED.. NEVER WAS GIVING VERBAL WARING SINCE WORKING THERE.. NOW OUR HOME CHURCH VOTED US OUT.. BECAUSE OF THIS HAPPING MY HUSBAND IS IN A DEEPER DEPRESSION..AND I AND DESPERATELY LOOKING FOR WORK..
I CALLED AND TRIED TO REASON WITH THE PLACE I WORKED AND EVEN I TOLD THEM I WOULD TAKE A LIE DETECTOR TEST IF THEY WANTED ME TO..WE ARE GOING TO LOOSE OUR HOUSE I HAVE TRIED TO APPLY FOR HOUSING THEY SAID WE DON'T QUALIFY HE IS ON DISABILTY BUT THAT DOESN'T COVER THE LIGHTS WATER PHONE BILL. EVEN HIS MEDICINE ME WORKING IS WHAT WE WERE ABLE TO PAY THE BILLS AND PUT GAS IN OUR CAR..I DRIVE A 94 CHEVY CORISCA IT HAS 200,000 MILES MAYBE ALITTLE MORE THAN THAT.. BUT I KNOW THERE IS FAMILIES OUT THERE THAT IS HAVING IT HARDER THAN WE ARE.. I KNOW THAT I NEED TO TELL YOU OUR STORIE..BUT I FEEL LIKE I HAVE LET MY HUSBAND DOWN..OUR HOME IS A OLDER HOUSE IT NEEDS ALOT OF WORK THE PANTRY CEILING IS FALLING IN AND OUR KITCHEN SINK THE PIPES UNDER THE ARE BEING HELD UP BY A BUCKET.. THE KITCHEN WINDOW IS BROKE AND THE STOVE IS OLDER THAT SIN.. WE DON'T HAVE CENTERAL HEATH OR AIR .. BUT WE HAVE A LITTLE HEATER THAT SUPPOSSE TO JUST HEAT UP A SMALL ROOM WELL IT'S IN THE LIVING ROOM.. HE STAYS IN THERE WHEN I AM GONE..THE BATHROOM ISN'T FINISHED THE PIPES MAKE ALOT OS NOISE..
THE BACK ROOM ISN'T FINISHED EITHER BUT THAT STILL DOESN'T MATTER TO THE LAND LORD THOUGH.. IT FEELS GOOD TO VENT ALITTLE I GUESS I WANT TO SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS BUT PEOPLE CAN BE HARSH. I KNOW BUT I LOOK AT THE WORLD AROUND ME AND SEE THE PROBLEMS THAT ARE THERE..I LOVE MY HUSBAND VERY MUCH AND HE KNOWS THAT ..BUT THERE IS SO MUCH THAT IS GOING ON I KNOW HE IS HAVING IT JARD..MY HUSBAND IS BIPOLAR BORDERLINE SEQUIZFRENTIC AND HAS THE 2ND STAGES OF EVFZEME FOR GIVE MY SPELLLING AND WE FOULDS OUT HE HAS FIBER MILGE.. I HAVE GOUT NEUROPTHY AND I AM TIERD I WANT TO JUST SLEEP .BUT THAT WON'T TAKE CARE OF THE BILLS I HAVE STARTED DONATING PLASMA..IT'S NOT MUCH WHAT THEY PAY YOU BUT IT PUTS GAS IN THE CAR AND BUYS ALITTLE OF HIOS MEDICINE..WELL I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME AND I DO APOLOGIZE FOR WASTING YOUR TIME.. BUT GOD BLESS EVERYONE OF YOU HOW DO WHAT YOU CAN FOR EVERY ONE THAT IS OUT THERE..MY NAME IS SHANNON HARRIS AND MY HUSBAND IS TIM WE BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY THIS HOLIDAY SEASON..